Drenched in vanilla twilight, I'll sit on the front porch all night..

"..waist deep in thought because when I think of you I don't feel so alone."


I am a pathetic, simpering wad of self pity, and disgusting lovey feelings, all for a boy who will never know that I ever loved him.


I'm such a loser, sitting here on the couch at almost two in the morning, listening to Vanilla Twilight, and Saltwater Room over and over again, because the lyrics are exactly what I feel.


I am so lame. So so lame.
And boys suck.


So again in a weak attempt to distract myself I am going to try to blog to forget, until I fall asleep, and wake up tomorrow and this heartwrenching cycle starts again.


Did I mention I get sort of poetic and dramatic when I'm somber?


Anyway, I'm going to ramble about random crap until I feel better.
Isn't that what I always do..?


How about capslock and all it cracktasticly awesome branch comms!


I've known about capslock for a while, but I've never had the courage to look around it!
So I tried and then came to the sad realization that it is exclusive..


So I joined MISHALAND, and I found my home!


That is the most awesome-est comm ever!


But I'm easing myself into it, because I'm afraid to slip up and get banned...that would be sad..


So I'm just watching and learning!


And I've learned that if I had even Dr.Pepper, and the hour was late enough, I could write some epic crack fic..!
God knows I have a dirty mind!


Seriously though with the weird crap I post here, and the weirder crap I used to post on my Myspace. I could be legendary..Wow apparently in addtion to poetic and dramatic I get cocky..


Ugh! My playlist is on shuffle, and it keeps playing all the sad songs! WTF, guys?!


Ahem, anyway..to say now..?


How about I'm all out, and I'm going to sleep now..?