Maybe someday we'll figure all this out.

So last weeks (April 15th) ep of SPN goes up on the site tomorrow and you know I'm gonna be all over that!


{Click me for mass amounts of happiness!
http://cwtv.com/shows/supernatural}

When I see, hear, and/or think about anything SPN related I get really tense and then I do this spasy little arm falp thing, it's really quite odd..that show just makes me happy beyond of belief. *sigh of happiness and arm spasms abound*

I need to go on a major SPN binge or something because my squee level is exceptionally high right now and I feel like I'm going to bust. Aghafdgasdgsdfasdfh..

May 31st can not come fast enough..May 31st being the day I drive down to OKC.

You know I always say, 'Drive down', when technically it just straight across..and slightly up.

Anywhozzle!

WTF ?

Anyway, I need to get a wider fan base, specifically made up of SPN fangirls, or fangirls in general..because I would like to start posting my fic here, but as of right now I only have one reader that is a fangirl..that I know of.

I think when I move out I need to live by myself, because sometimes I just get all this energy built up inside of me and I just need to scream..sort of like right now.

I think that's mainly why I blog, because I can't scream at any random time with out repercussions..hmm.

Or I could just find an equally odd roommate..

I need a phone that has a good Internet explorer, so it's easier to blog and Facebook and manage my awesomeness easier..but that's really expensive. Being Internet famous is so taxing.

This post is the definition of random.

"I'm not random, you just don't think as fast as I do"

Exactly.

Hi. I'm pissed. How are you?

Why am I pissed?

Because I haven't watched SPN for at least fives weeks now and I am very far behind.

I want to watch just one ep I missed so I try my hardest to find it on Youtube which is difficult because everyone on that site are morons. Low and behold I find it!

It says it has five parts and only four have been posted. I'm frustrated and start cursing Kripke for making such an additicng show and The CW for not having ANY eps on their site.

But hey there's a link to a website that says you can watch full eps for free!

Thats when you Squeeee right?

Wrong.

I am informed that to unlock the desired content I must first complete a survey.

Easy enough?

Wrong again.

I have to fill out this stupid IQ thing, hand over my name, number and first born child to get to the next page. So I give them a fake name and for my number I typed 999-9999.

I thought I was being pretty slick.

I was mistaken.

Apparently they were supposed to send me a pin code of some sort that I needed to finish the survey and unlock the ep.

I'm so pissed at this point that I have to count to ten and get off the computer to stop myself from launching through the screen and slapping someone six ways from Sunday.

So I go to bed and decided to try again later.

When I tried today I had to fill out some quiz to find out whether I would be Hannah Montana or Miley Cyrus.

As if I cared.

Anywho I do that and give the correct phone number but the code doesn't send.

I must have refreshed the page a hundred times.

No dice.

So I fill out one more to the same result.

By this time I've ripped out all of my hair.

So I decide to try yahoo.

I type, "Where can I watch Supernatural online."

Thankfully someone else had the same question and posted it to yahoo who answers!

The first answer has a link so I click it and it goes no where.

So when I'm through murdering him, I go to the second answer and it's legit!

It take forever for the page to load but eventually I find the ep I need, then I skip ahead the exact spot I left off.

Then the internet freaks out and shuts down.

So I repeat the last three steps, yahoo answers, click link, enjoy ep.

In the end I finally got to watch the last 15 mins in peace.

What I Wouldn't Do If I Had You..

Can it be spring now?!

I'm just a tad tired of going outside and being bombarded by cold blasts of air!



Buuuuttt..nest Thursday I can stay in (haa for a few minutes there I stopped typing and had a 2 min dance party to Lady Gaga's 'Telephone' with my cousin) and watch Supernatural!



Sadly, I haven't been very faithful to Vampire Diaries or Supernatural, I need to catch up before next week or just start watching on the website. *slaps self across face* Bad Squidd..



So in a few months yours truly will be turning 18, and lately I've been thinking a lot of independence..and also having mid-mid life crises in the front seat of a friends Impala..it wasn't pretty.

Independence is very alluring at the moment. I will have to live by myself, fend for myself, pay bills and car insurance and other crap like that..I can barley remember to blog on a semi-regular basis, HOW IN THE WORLD WILL I REMEMBER TO PAY MY ELECTRIC BILL?!?!?

Oh dear, Rach, I'm freaking out again, (not sure if I ever explained this..but Rachel, irachel, Whale..all the same person, all my best friend and the only person who ever reads this..and it was her parents Impala I was freaking out in.) I have 8 to 10 months to get a job, a car and oh yeah my license! I fail at life..

Ever since I was little I've dreamed of having my own little apt. When I say little I mean tiny, I don't want a big fancy house or anything, I want something quaint. I've dreamed of how I would decorate it and always said that I would use as many candles as possible..but I'm dumb as a post and would most likely burn the house down..

I'm not ready to be 18..I'm still not ready to be 17 for goodness sake.

Well I'll stop whining now...

Oh I forgot the most important thing of all! When I am 18 I can get paid to blog!

Hmm enough about that..

I got a new guitar yesterday!

Her nameis Joel..yes her.

I've already learned a few notes.

See I got a guitar when I lived in Jax, but when I moved out here I still hadn't learned much yet. Now Prudence is sitting in a storage unit with no strings..because every time I tried to tune her a string would break.

Hmmm this is pitiful..

Hello and welcome all to the first post, in what feels like, months!

Goodness, I really should have some sort of scheduling for this blog.

But then again if I had one it wouldn't be as good.

A planned post is no good.

A good blog is a sudden, and fierce urge to talk with keys. (
It's the sudden need to get things out of your head and feel poetic.

As I am now. ;)

And with Panic! At The Disco to accompany me I should do swimmingly.

Is it January 21st yet?!
I'm dying without my boys!

But this hiatus, and I hesitate to say this at the risk of every girl shooting me, is sort of a relief.

Because, sadly, I am the only one that likes Supernatural in my household, so when 8 o'clock Thursday rolls around the struggle for one hour of TV to myself is difficult. I haven't had to worry about missing it!

But seriously, I am dying to know the other things The Colt can't kill.

And why the boys are in the Nut House, Gabriel maybe?

Anywho I don't really have much of that to ramble about..I'm a bad Fan Girl.

Hmm...

[[Toodles]]