What I Wouldn't Do If I Had You..

Can it be spring now?!

I'm just a tad tired of going outside and being bombarded by cold blasts of air!



Buuuuttt..nest Thursday I can stay in (haa for a few minutes there I stopped typing and had a 2 min dance party to Lady Gaga's 'Telephone' with my cousin) and watch Supernatural!



Sadly, I haven't been very faithful to Vampire Diaries or Supernatural, I need to catch up before next week or just start watching on the website. *slaps self across face* Bad Squidd..



So in a few months yours truly will be turning 18, and lately I've been thinking a lot of independence..and also having mid-mid life crises in the front seat of a friends Impala..it wasn't pretty.

Independence is very alluring at the moment. I will have to live by myself, fend for myself, pay bills and car insurance and other crap like that..I can barley remember to blog on a semi-regular basis, HOW IN THE WORLD WILL I REMEMBER TO PAY MY ELECTRIC BILL?!?!?

Oh dear, Rach, I'm freaking out again, (not sure if I ever explained this..but Rachel, irachel, Whale..all the same person, all my best friend and the only person who ever reads this..and it was her parents Impala I was freaking out in.) I have 8 to 10 months to get a job, a car and oh yeah my license! I fail at life..

Ever since I was little I've dreamed of having my own little apt. When I say little I mean tiny, I don't want a big fancy house or anything, I want something quaint. I've dreamed of how I would decorate it and always said that I would use as many candles as possible..but I'm dumb as a post and would most likely burn the house down..

I'm not ready to be 18..I'm still not ready to be 17 for goodness sake.

Well I'll stop whining now...

Oh I forgot the most important thing of all! When I am 18 I can get paid to blog!

Hmm enough about that..

I got a new guitar yesterday!

Her nameis Joel..yes her.

I've already learned a few notes.

See I got a guitar when I lived in Jax, but when I moved out here I still hadn't learned much yet. Now Prudence is sitting in a storage unit with no strings..because every time I tried to tune her a string would break.

I'll be fine, just love me when you can..

Oi. I'm pining again, over a real boy this time. I need to distract myself, doing laundry sufficed for a while..but now that that is taken care of. I even tried writing fic, but that failed miserably. So I figured, what the heck, I'll blog to keep my mind of the curtain object of my affection. *le sigh*

I'm in a total Lady Gaga kick! I've watched all her music videos 6000 times over, and I've listened to nothing but her music for the past week! She is phenonmenal! She is fantastic! She's crazy! She's odd! And I totally love her! I'm hooked on her!

Although, there is one thing I don't understand: How do you taste like glitter mixed with rock and roll?

Ack! There is just something about her that is just so fasinating! Especially her nose, it's strangly entrancing.

She could be a little less porn-y though..

Ok next subject..

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