It hasn't been that long..

Alright, a month and ten days is a little long, but hey I'm here now aren't I?

I get these random burst of energy where I'll blog somewhat consistently for a week or so then I fall of the face of the earth with it for a while, same with Twitter.

Shut up, Rachel, you don't read this anyway ;D

Soooo, a lot's happened in the past month..and I probably won't tell you most of it..

Well, except that I'm moving..which I do a lot of. When I first started this blog I was in Jax, then I went to NM now I'm going back to OKC.

Hmm..what else?

Well, I got a boyfriend..and then dumped him with in the span of a week. I'll tell you why, geez, get of my back people. He was super clingy, he dipped and he drove like a maniac. Not to mention he talked to my friend way more than he ever talked to me..which was fine because he seemed to like me more than I liked him. Oh, and then, get this, it turns out he likes said best friend and the only reason he was with me was to get to her, so I don't even know what all that lame I'm-super-sad-and-I'm-gonna-go-to-Choctaw-on-my-motorcycle-so-that-I-can't-answer-my-phone suicidal crap was about. Is that supposed to be hyphenated? Eh, who cares. Oh, that explains why he "had such a hard time talking to me". He just did that so that you would talk to him, Rachel. Oh, this explains so much!

What a gentleman. Dirt bag.

Hmm, what else, what else..

I'm tired of being blonde, if that's news..

Yeah, I have like five miles of roots and I look like white trash, and I just want my black hair back.

I'm so bi-polar with my hair. I always dye it or bleach it on a whim. I've also taken to cutting my bangs on a whim as well.

I want to grow it out, but then I'll get this random urge to cut it really short so I do, then I'm sad because I wanted to grow it out. Like, right now I want to cut it like Elliot did on Scrubs when she went all "Hot Doctor". It was shortish and spunky..I probably wouldn't be able to pull it off though.

I need to cut it anyway, my tips are so bad! They're probably split up to my ears, but still so much better than four months ago!

The longest it's been in years is shoulder length.

When I was in like 5th, 6th, 7th grade and I didn't give a flying rip about my hair, it was to the middle of my back! It was super long. In fact, I believe I have a picture.

It's just gonna all fall out one day, then what will I do. Wigs! Wigs would be much easier!

Then I'd be like Ms. Slocombe!

My hair isn't all dry and brittle anymore, that's a plus! I still can't brush it while it's wet but it's getting there!

You should be proud of me, it's been fourth months and I haven't done anything to it..but I'm dying to.

Ooo, I got a genuine leather jacket at Goodwill for 5 bucks! That was so awesome! It's so very Ruby/Meg/Buffy!

In fact, in one of the eps of Buffy, she's wearing one almost identical to mine!

Oh, that's another thing! I'm watching Buffy now, thanks to That Whaley Friend of Mine!

It totally the 90's version on SPN and Smallville!

I swear Smallville stole their idea from Buffy!

Xander is adorkable!

Then there's Angel and Spike who are drop dead gorgeous!

*melts*

Holy Crow! In eight days I will be an adult, well legally at least, there's not much to say for my maturity level..

I remember when I was 8 I would think, "Only 10 years" like it was a short amount of time.

Gosh, ten years passes slowly, but quickly at the same time.

Haa, I'm not freaking out about it as much now, as I was. It's still a little freaky, but soon I can get the piercings I want, eyebrow, nose and lip, and my tattoo! I'm planning to get that one on my right shoulder!

Hmm, I do believe Ive talked myself out.

Good night!

What I Wouldn't Do If I Had You..

Can it be spring now?!

I'm just a tad tired of going outside and being bombarded by cold blasts of air!



Buuuuttt..nest Thursday I can stay in (haa for a few minutes there I stopped typing and had a 2 min dance party to Lady Gaga's 'Telephone' with my cousin) and watch Supernatural!



Sadly, I haven't been very faithful to Vampire Diaries or Supernatural, I need to catch up before next week or just start watching on the website. *slaps self across face* Bad Squidd..



So in a few months yours truly will be turning 18, and lately I've been thinking a lot of independence..and also having mid-mid life crises in the front seat of a friends Impala..it wasn't pretty.

Independence is very alluring at the moment. I will have to live by myself, fend for myself, pay bills and car insurance and other crap like that..I can barley remember to blog on a semi-regular basis, HOW IN THE WORLD WILL I REMEMBER TO PAY MY ELECTRIC BILL?!?!?

Oh dear, Rach, I'm freaking out again, (not sure if I ever explained this..but Rachel, irachel, Whale..all the same person, all my best friend and the only person who ever reads this..and it was her parents Impala I was freaking out in.) I have 8 to 10 months to get a job, a car and oh yeah my license! I fail at life..

Ever since I was little I've dreamed of having my own little apt. When I say little I mean tiny, I don't want a big fancy house or anything, I want something quaint. I've dreamed of how I would decorate it and always said that I would use as many candles as possible..but I'm dumb as a post and would most likely burn the house down..

I'm not ready to be 18..I'm still not ready to be 17 for goodness sake.

Well I'll stop whining now...

Oh I forgot the most important thing of all! When I am 18 I can get paid to blog!

Hmm enough about that..

I got a new guitar yesterday!

Her nameis Joel..yes her.

I've already learned a few notes.

See I got a guitar when I lived in Jax, but when I moved out here I still hadn't learned much yet. Now Prudence is sitting in a storage unit with no strings..because every time I tried to tune her a string would break.