It hasn't been that long..

Alright, a month and ten days is a little long, but hey I'm here now aren't I?

I get these random burst of energy where I'll blog somewhat consistently for a week or so then I fall of the face of the earth with it for a while, same with Twitter.

Shut up, Rachel, you don't read this anyway ;D

Soooo, a lot's happened in the past month..and I probably won't tell you most of it..

Well, except that I'm moving..which I do a lot of. When I first started this blog I was in Jax, then I went to NM now I'm going back to OKC.

Hmm..what else?

Well, I got a boyfriend..and then dumped him with in the span of a week. I'll tell you why, geez, get of my back people. He was super clingy, he dipped and he drove like a maniac. Not to mention he talked to my friend way more than he ever talked to me..which was fine because he seemed to like me more than I liked him. Oh, and then, get this, it turns out he likes said best friend and the only reason he was with me was to get to her, so I don't even know what all that lame I'm-super-sad-and-I'm-gonna-go-to-Choctaw-on-my-motorcycle-so-that-I-can't-answer-my-phone suicidal crap was about. Is that supposed to be hyphenated? Eh, who cares. Oh, that explains why he "had such a hard time talking to me". He just did that so that you would talk to him, Rachel. Oh, this explains so much!

What a gentleman. Dirt bag.

Hmm, what else, what else..

I'm tired of being blonde, if that's news..

Yeah, I have like five miles of roots and I look like white trash, and I just want my black hair back.

I'm so bi-polar with my hair. I always dye it or bleach it on a whim. I've also taken to cutting my bangs on a whim as well.

I want to grow it out, but then I'll get this random urge to cut it really short so I do, then I'm sad because I wanted to grow it out. Like, right now I want to cut it like Elliot did on Scrubs when she went all "Hot Doctor". It was shortish and spunky..I probably wouldn't be able to pull it off though.

I need to cut it anyway, my tips are so bad! They're probably split up to my ears, but still so much better than four months ago!

The longest it's been in years is shoulder length.

When I was in like 5th, 6th, 7th grade and I didn't give a flying rip about my hair, it was to the middle of my back! It was super long. In fact, I believe I have a picture.

It's just gonna all fall out one day, then what will I do. Wigs! Wigs would be much easier!

Then I'd be like Ms. Slocombe!

My hair isn't all dry and brittle anymore, that's a plus! I still can't brush it while it's wet but it's getting there!

You should be proud of me, it's been fourth months and I haven't done anything to it..but I'm dying to.

Ooo, I got a genuine leather jacket at Goodwill for 5 bucks! That was so awesome! It's so very Ruby/Meg/Buffy!

In fact, in one of the eps of Buffy, she's wearing one almost identical to mine!

Oh, that's another thing! I'm watching Buffy now, thanks to That Whaley Friend of Mine!

It totally the 90's version on SPN and Smallville!

I swear Smallville stole their idea from Buffy!

Xander is adorkable!

Then there's Angel and Spike who are drop dead gorgeous!

*melts*

Holy Crow! In eight days I will be an adult, well legally at least, there's not much to say for my maturity level..

I remember when I was 8 I would think, "Only 10 years" like it was a short amount of time.

Gosh, ten years passes slowly, but quickly at the same time.

Haa, I'm not freaking out about it as much now, as I was. It's still a little freaky, but soon I can get the piercings I want, eyebrow, nose and lip, and my tattoo! I'm planning to get that one on my right shoulder!

Hmm, I do believe Ive talked myself out.

Good night!

And I wouldn't raise my child in the city anyway, they grow up to savvy and they grow up to fast..

OmGee! I just discovered that Regina Spektor wrote a song about The Little Prince..!

Baobabs
You have tamed me

Now you must take me

How am I supposed to be

I don't have my thorns now

I feel them sprouting

They'll grow right though if I don't watch it

They'll grow right through even if I watch it

And a sunset couldn't save me now


These baobabs and baobabs and baobabs some more

But you can't out wait fate

And you have tamed me

Now you must take me...

taa-tt-ttaa-ttt-taa-tt-taake


And I wouldn't raise my child inside this city anyway

They grow up too savvy and they grow up too fast

And they know about buying shit and they know about sex

And they know about investment banking and also about brokerage firms

And they know about the numbers and they know about the words

And they know about the bottom line and also about stones

And they know about careers and about the real deals

And they all grow up and become people's people with people skills

But you have tamed me

Now you must take me

How am I supposed to be

I don't have my thorns now

But you have tamed me

Now you must take me

How am I supposed to be

I don't have my thorns

Ack! It just made me kinda really happy! I love that book more than you could ever now..!