I'll be fine, just love me when you can..

Oi. I'm pining again, over a real boy this time. I need to distract myself, doing laundry sufficed for a while..but now that that is taken care of. I even tried writing fic, but that failed miserably. So I figured, what the heck, I'll blog to keep my mind of the curtain object of my affection. *le sigh*

I'm in a total Lady Gaga kick! I've watched all her music videos 6000 times over, and I've listened to nothing but her music for the past week! She is phenonmenal! She is fantastic! She's crazy! She's odd! And I totally love her! I'm hooked on her!

Although, there is one thing I don't understand: How do you taste like glitter mixed with rock and roll?

Ack! There is just something about her that is just so fasinating! Especially her nose, it's strangly entrancing.

She could be a little less porn-y though..

Ok next subject..

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Yes, I know I'm awesome.

The stars lean down to kiss you, and I'll lie awake and miss you..

My cat, Jack, is the animal equivalent of Misha/Cas. It's creepy, because he just sits there staring at you, and when you look away you realize he's still staring right into your soul. Eerie. *shudder*

I was in bed this morning and I looked over at him and he was looking at me. Then I looked away, and out of the corner of my eye I saw he was still just staring at me! And if I make noise to scare him away he doesn't even flinch. That cat. Oi.

He has these HUGE yellow eyes and they're kind of wild looking. Ack! he's doing it again!
He even cocks his head to the side like Cas!!

I almost fell right through but I held on to you..(Spoilers for 5x2 Good God Ya'll)

First off I just love that the title of this epi is Good God Ya'll, totally sounds like something Dean would say!

And something about the whole demon blood thing, it's stupid! It's human blood! He was drinking blood from her meat suit! IT WAS HUMAN! The same thing with Ol' Yellow eyes dripping it in his mouth when he was a baby! Nice try Kripke, nice try.

Ok now onto the topic epi!

Ah! Cas has a cell phone!
Misha Collins. That man..gah..just trips my trigger..

Dean: "Try New Mexico, I hear he's on a tortilla."
Cas: *confused face* "No he's not on any flat bread.."

And why does Dean keep calling EVERYONE 'Chuckles'?

Then Cas finally grows a pair, and tells Dean off! I was happy!

Oh! And the greatest part of this entire epi! Shane, a term of endearment my friends came up with for Dean's necklace, is God EMF! The entire time that this conversation about the necklace was going on I was literally jumping up and down in full on SQUEEE mode! Then he went and said, "Great now I feel naked," except this boy is from Texas so he said it, Neckid, and I fainted.

Random note, next time you watch, watch the boys when they're not the ones doing anything, it's cute!

Anybody else notice how they zoomed right in on War when they first went in the room?
And also that Sammy is looking a heck of a lot better this season!

Alright Sammy the first thing that should have tipped you off to the fact that the boys in the store weren't demons, is the fact that they were getting food! Demons don't eat! And the second that they didn't flash when you ganked 'em.

Dean I'm sure that demons didn't teach you how to dismantle guns in hell, that was papa.

Jo, you're first clue that you're mother is not possessed is that Sam called her Ellen.

I mean honestly how dumb to you have to be? If holy water and salt aren't doing anything they're obviously not possessed!

I knew that mustang was to good to be true..

And I'm sorry, but Dean still does not work the black eyes.

People have got to quit kicking Dean between the legs, I mean come on he's gotta procreate someday!

When from the point when Sam said he was in no shape to hunt, to the credits I was sitting literally on the edge of my couch with my mouth hanging open, and I had stopped breathing. Go your separate ways? ARE YOU NUTS SAM???
Then Dean offered him the Impala, and I almost cried.

I'm sorry about the shortness of this post guys I'm just not very inspired today, but I'm trying to post weekly. So ,maybe next Sunday's will be better. Again, sorry for the suck.

You sound like thunder though you've barely spoken..(spolier alert for 5x1 'Sympathy for the Devil')

"Oh it looks like rain tonight and thank God cause a clear sky just wouldn't feel right.."

It's kinda funny when you go to tag Dean Winchester, and you type the 'D' and drag queens comes up..

Mmm! The smell of rain is in the air, and with it a wave of inspiration, and motivation to blog..!

Hmmm..It's been a while my little chickadees, let's catch up shall we? Alright then, Well as of August 18, I'm officially 17! Now if only I could get my licence or a state issued i.d. I won't have to sneak in the R rated movies any more..

Ahem..anywho I watched the The premiere of my beloved Supernatural three days late! It was great, and how!! For the information of my Supernatural obsessed, and/or seas readers, (not that I think I'm so great that I've got readers all over the planet but you know just in case I do) the CW puts the episodes up on the website for our viewing pleasure, I think, the Sunday after it airs.

I literally almost had a heart attack when Chuck announced that our dear sweet Cas, "Exploded like a water balloon of chunky soup.." Yeah I'm a little attached to Misha, and his corresponding role as our Thursday night angel.

But when he showed up and kicked some serious angel butt I almost had another one, because I was so happy to see his face! But that sneaky little angel just disappearing after his Lazarus stunt was just plain rude, Kripke knows just how to pull us to the edge of or couches (or desk chair in my case), and promptly drop us on our faces..

I'm guessing Sara Gamble wrote this epi, because Sammy lungs were mercilessly stolen for the greater good of the world. It's her unofficial trade mark. You'll notice in most of the episodes when Sam is suffocated in some way, shape or form, she's usually behind it. It's OK Ms. Gamble we like it to..Kinky.

I'm sure I'm not the only one that stopped breathing and clamped a white knuckled hand over their gaping mouth when Bobby stabbed himself. I hated Kripke at that moment..

Oh and the girl that played Meg! Hooray casting directors! Love her! Don't get me wrong I liked Nikki Acox, but this girl was great..And the way she talked was perfect. To bad Meg left her on the floor of the boys motel room..

How could I forget! The girl writing wincest!
"Could you please stop touching me..?"
She was just awesome! I love that Kripke has sort of been catering to us fan girls!
it feels great to be appreciated sometimes..
At times I wonder what Jared, and Jensen think about our fandom..hmmm. If I were them I wouldn't touch it with a ten foot pole..God help them if they ever stumble upon CAPSLOCK *evil grin* What a lovely thing we have created.

When God fearin' women get the blues..

Oh goodness!

It has been quite sometime since I've posted..!

So you know that show Harper's Island?? Ya I didn't think so..Yeah Katie Cassidy, Jim Beaver and the guy that played Ron are on that show! I just thought that was kinda cool!

Well it's Thursday, and you know what that means..I told you countless time Lenny, Thursday is not a good enough reason to do shots of tequila..sorry Lenny is my alcoholic imaginary friend.



Anywho, It's Supernatural night!! (I'd drink to that!) and this is the part of the show where I talk about how addicted to this show I am, and you pretend to care!



I only caught the tail end of Smallville, but that's alright we have an On again Off again relationship, and we're totally comfortable that way. Ya know for being Superman and all, Clark sure gets his powers stolen a lot. Also I noticed that Cassidy Freeman (Tess for the Smallville impaired) was making major crazy eyes...T'was freaky.



So yeah, When the Levee Breaks was the first epi I've watched in for-freakin'-ever!

Yeah, I missed the last few episodes for Taco Bell. TACO. BELL! Oi. anyway!

I just wanna say one thing before we continue...I have never been more in love with Jared Padalecki than I am at this moment..goodness that boy is beautiful, and one hell of an actor!



Christopher Heyerdahl (Alastair for the Supernatural Challenged..gee what a name) has like the creepiest, and most soothing voice I have eeeever heard..!

Lol! When Jared was lying on the bed he had to bend his knees because he's so tall, and then when they tied him up they put a pillow under his head, which was hanging five feet over the edge, ah he's just to tall. =)

Omgee! Little Sammy (Colin Ford)! I freakin' love that kid so much! He works the yellow eyes!

Hey they should make a mini series of Supernatural about them growing up!..To cheesy? Yeah I thought so to..



Hey, Rachel. You husband is my husbands bitch..! =p



Oh and Angel Pals!

Where do I sign up?!

Now the part where I go off on a mini Cas/Misha Collins tangent..

I love that freakin' trench coat like you wouldn't even know! OmGee! Angels use the force!

To bad they don't pay Misha enough for him to afford chap stick..Oh my goodness! Misha's tortured face, BEAUTIFUL!
Mmhmm..

Anyways!
I forgot how much I love Bobby! He's just a big ol' bowl of awesome!
Lol! Am I the only one that noticed his hat fell off when Sam whacked him in the face??

Speaking of that point in the show, G.Cortez is such a hoebag, and still just as impossible to understand. I didn't think it was possible, but I'm pretty sure her lips got even bigger. I just wish Kripke would kill off Ruby's current vessel! Why did he have to save her?! OmGee! Demon Sunday School Lessons! Sounds interesting!

Kripke is a sick and twisted man!
Lilith eats babies? Really?!

OK the last scene was awesome!
That was like the most amazing room ever!

Dean should cry more, because I love it when Jensen cries! And that shot where Dean clocked Sammy was awesome on wheels! Then when he went flying into the mirror, that was pretty chill..!
I seriously almost cried when Dean told him not to come back..!
Ouch Kripke, ouch.

One last thing.
Dean has a To Do list, and I wanna be on it.

Oh it's just as well we know what we do..

Misha Collins has the sexiest wrinkles under his eyes...is wrinkles the word I'm looking for here?? They're more like crease..but not bags...Who cares you know what I mean, they suit him welll. Really well.

I found the the most amazing picture of J2 just now! The twinkiest Jared! Yes, I said twinkiest and?



I missed the most important epi of the season...and they're not airing the next one until the 15th. OF JANUARY! Everyone on LJ is still talking about, and it's killing me because something went down between Cas and Al! All I know is that Al was choking Cas and Misha made the best face EVER! Yeah great timing on that movie premiere Summit Entertainment! Thanks a bunch! Yes in most cases Twilight totally trumps Supernatural...just not when it comes down to watching the movie they ruined, or THE EPISODE YOU NEARLY DIED WAITING FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I also realize that the previous paragraph is old news but..
I am suffering from serious withdrawal! I haven't seen and Jensen or Jared in action on ages...ok two weeks but, TV time it's been years...kinda like how dogs age.

*ahem* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Ok that helped a little.

Herald what you mother said, read the books your father read..

Jared Padakecki: "A girl I'm attracted to, but there has to be more than just a physical attraction. I want a girl I can talk to and have fun doing random things with. Someone who I enjoy and who enjoys me. She has to have a good sense of humor and be willing to kid around."

No this has nothing to with the title, they rarely ever do. Sorry for the rapid succession of blogs last night..

This is a particularly long post, so bare with me. Do enjoy. And now for my thoughts on tonight's epi's of Smallville and Supernatural. There a minor spoilers for those who haven't watched yet...that is if you watch them in the first place. If that's the case you really should..

The CW was rated the #1 station among women. I wonder why...












Moving on!

Finally after eight seasons Smallville is inching closer and closer to the tights and red cape! I for one have been dying to see Tom in skintight spandex. . .
Sadly in an attempt to get Jimmy off his trail about the red and blue blurr, that he snapped a photo of, Clark gets rid of all his shmexy red and blue shirts. Yes, that includes both of the beloved red and blue jackets! I'm sure I'm not the only one sad to see them go. In doing this Clark discovered a new color, gray! And boy did it looked smashing on him, especially because it left nothing to the imagination. You could see every rock hard muscle. I nearly fainted.
After four years of waiting it finally happened. Lois and Clark's relationship is slowly growing from friends, and recently colleagues, to more than friends. Just a few episodes ago Lois was forced to admit that she loved him! Speaking of Lois, I think she knows, or at least suspects that, Clark is the home town hero. Seriously, if she's the great reporter she claims to be, she would be able to put two and two together. Clark's always wears red and blue, the blur was red and blue. When she called him for help, the mysterious savior shows up and knocks crazy into the wall...Hmmm. That's even more incentive to believe they love each other. She could have called Chloe, or Oliver, but she called Clark! Did anyone else see that, in the picture, her hand was up to her forehead like a damsel in movie form the thirties? Also Erica Durance(Lane) walks like a man in heels..

Supernatural. I'd just like to bring up a really good point my friend Rachel, who I call irachel, thought of. The demons Sammy is exorcising, Azazel wouldn't want them to go back to hell let alone Ruby. So where are they going?
Tonight's epi! The Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester! Yay for the Charlie Brown reference! Does that make Sammy Charlie Brown? What are you trying say Kripke?
While Sam is on topic, his Jedi mind powers will now be refereed to as Extra Curricular Activities. Thank you Castiel.
In tonight's episode the boys are after a centuries old witch, with the intent of raising Sam Hane. We also got some more Castiel, and a new angel Uriel!
This might be the finale season. Sad as it is, it very well could be, I've heard rumors, and things about it. They way their setting things up, it seems very likely. I know one things for sure the Winchester's will go down swinging!

And because I think way to much, and write it all down.

Top Three Guest Spots

1) House: Let me just say something before we continue. OK I know some of you may be a little thrown off by my chose for the top spot, so with that said: Rachel, put down the shot gun. Reach underneath your desk, there should be a brown paper bag (watch out for the large yellow spider. Yes, he was hit by the bug repellent, but what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, right?), and breath. There is a very good reason I put House before Supernatural. And that reason is, because you get to be in the same room as Hugh Laurie, Jesse Spencer, and those beautiful accents, let alone be tended to by them, and not die! Yes, a spot on Supernatural almost guarantees that you will be touched, carried, saved or kissed by J2, but it also pretty much means you're a dead man. .woman. So in conclusion, you get the hotties with out playing a dead body. That is why. .

2) Supernatural: Unless of course you're a 16 year old girl, which makes you Jail Bait, you just might get a smooch from the boys. But sadly I am 16, and don't have a guest role on said TV show. Misfortune aside, It would still be totally boss to be on Supernatural, for mostly the same reasons as House, plus a few more. You just might get to play with guns! Maybe be on the blooper reel (which I'm not ashamed to say is something I really want) Have a killer wardrobe! But best of all you just might get to sit in THE ACTUAL METALLICAR! It's another dream of myn to sit in the middle seat in the back of that beautiful car, and perhaps get locked in the trunk. Come on think of how many ppl you could fit in that thing, it's a freakin' monster! Also, playing the role of one of the many beautiful female demons that Sam and Dean are confronted by, would be the icing on this cake of awesome. Seriously, that would be Uh-mazing! They get the best, wardrobe, awesome lines, and the killer black eyes!

3) How I met Your Mother: To be on this show would be so beyond fantastic! To be in the presence of such comedic genius would just be too much; I would die from the awesome radiating, off of Neil Patrick Harris! Again, being 16 doesn't really bid well in the way of betting a guest role, but a girl can dream can't she?

Don't be shy. Go ahead, leave a comment, really I want your insight. I crave your approval. OK I don't, I just needed to butter you up. But leave a comment anyway..

Ok last one for tonight I swear.

Ha ha! Misha Collins (Casteil) said in an interview, that he wasn't off put by the fangirls. I laughed. He obviously hasn't been googleing himself. Poor naive man.

"A few random girls have already come up to me. The enthusiasm that I've been met with is something new and not something I'm really prepared for. So far it's fun albeit kind of strange. I guess it's a hazard of being an actor. But actors chase that notoriety and to shun it when it comes would be in bad taste. So I'm going to embrace it."

Good, cause he's gonna need an open mind to combat the twisted, but oh so awesome crack that is The Supernatural Fandom..

"Misha: Our house burned down when I was in high school, so I can't say I have anything from childhood. I guess, my femur? "

Hmmm. .sounds like something I'd say. Which is funny cause my house burned down when I was a kid too. We have more in common than I thought!

"..But I think because I live in LA, everybody is used to seeing people that they see on television. So actors don't get accosted that much. Unless you're Paris Hilton, but she brings it on herself."

Ha ha! That's just funny!

"Do you yourself believe in angels?
Good question.

Thanks but I can't take credit for it. It was actually a reader's question.
So this is a plagerized question?

Yes, it's a Joe Biden question.
*Misha laughs*"

That be all...I just need to Mishaspam.